Frozen

It was surrounding me…
The block of ice,
That promised to warm,
But not thaw,
But yet betrayed,
Chilled to the heart.

Bereft of all purpose
No drive,
No goal,
Existence.
Just Existence.
Going on.
Pulled by invisible threads,
Attached to mechanical limbs
And a mindless mind.

Dragging on,
Pain that just seeps,
Like this icy water,
Daggers
Through this crack,
Floods,
Drowns
And all I want,
Escape,
For a while
Or better,
Forever.
Light before my eyes.